from this moment forward, I do not wish to be seen in the eyes of desire or through a mirror, I am invisible. in my phantom transition I also vow to be mute. you cannot hear me, even when I whisper when you hold your face close to mine my voice will not be there and no, you cannot touch me. I am ineffable, every part of my being is off limits to you, whoever you may be or will be. I am without innately non, un, all forms of other. I was but will not be I will not will not be I will to unwill myself in every space that is there. every place that is around me is now without me. I won’t. I am not. I am removed and now I remove I. read these words in reverse so that what you read is not and is no longer. vow to me that this will not be seen vow to not read this aloud. vow to unsee this in any way that you can you must because I cannot.